..想..

我很想念你们
你们有想我吗？

..Otanjoubi Omedetou Gozaimasu..

Happy birthday to my dearest darling yenwei.......
i wish you all the best in your career....
love & miss ya..

Just a simple letter especially for you all..

Dear all my friends,

I'm sorry for not keeping in touch with you all in a certain period of time.
The wireless internet access was damn bad & sot sot here...
Hence, i forced to let my blog to be abandoned for long time...
Hmm..i just want to let you all to know that, even though i'm not always keep in touch with you guys,
but in my heart is always missing you all...especially my soulmate, yenwen, hueicheng & all of my lovely friends.....

From
jing wei

.. .. ..

It's the time to learn more independent...

Life Philosophy..

^The meaning of life is to give life meaning^

Do you know where you’re going to??

I don’t know whether I’m making the right decision or not??????
But, I’m pretty sure I need to continue to move on…
Bless me. =)

大家加油~~

人生能有多少个十年啊?? 大家加油!!!

--motto--

-- When life gives you lemons, make lemonade --

I’m BACK !!

I knew that I had abandoned my lovely blog almost few weeks since my last post on September 27. Do you guys curious what I had done during this period of time?????? Hmmm…I went to sg to “find out” my future. But, the outcome was not what I expected. I was pretty upset...

To be frank, I’m really weak in handling “troubles” that exists in my life. I always get stuck and do not know how to turn to the right way. Haiz..how come I can’t simply figure out what should i do with my troubles??

Perhaps, I need "practice tests" more in my life……

cheers lgw ^^

Show me the way lyric..

Songwriters: De Young, Dennis

Every night I say a prayer
In the hopes that there's a Heaven
And everyday I'm more confused
As the saints turn into sinners

All the heroes and legends
I knew as a child have fallen to idols of clay
And I feel this empty place inside
So afraid that I've lost my faith

Show me the way, show me the way
Take me tonight to the river
And wash my illusions away
Please show me the way

And as I slowly drift to sleep
For a moment dreams are sacred
I close my eyes and know that there's peace
In a world so filled with hatred

That I wake up each morning and turn on the news
To find we've so far to go
And I keep on hoping for a sign
So afraid I just won't know

Show me the way, show me the way
Bring me tonight to the mountain
And take my confusion away
And show me the way

And if I see a light, should I believe
Tell me how will I know

Show me the way, show me the way
Take me tonight to the river
And wash my illusions away

Show me the way, show me the way
Give me the strength and the courage
To believe that I'll get there someday
And please show me the way

Every night I say a prayer
In the hopes that there's a Heaven

我讨厌我自己!!!

妈妈的心理压力很大。。身为她的女儿。。。我并没有负起责任来为她分担忧愁。。我。。总是顾及自己的感受。。。我。。真是不孝。。今早妈妈告诉我。。她不允许我再那么任性， 固执和随便乱发小姐脾气了。。她要我学独立和找到一份安稳的工作。那她就可以减轻对我的顾虑了。。在这时候， 我的眼泪就不断地掉落。。。我很害怕。。妈。。我希望你的身体永远的健康长寿。。我爱你。。

i need ..

I need god to give me some advices & guides in my moment of weakness.

Finally..

Finally i can get my new mycard & new pbb atm card le..

=(

中秋节不快乐。。
因为没有人陪我提灯笼和玩蜡烛。。。

14sept – 19 sept..

As promised earlier, I will be sharing with you guys about my 6 days working part-time experience at Guardian, Mid Valley Megamall.



Yeahh..the photo above was the Biore’s Makeup remover promotion booth. I was standing in front of guardian for 6 days (14sept- 19 sept) to promote the Biore Wipes Makeup Remover and Biore Liquid Makeup Remover.

14sept (Tues)
I woke up extremely early at 6.55am. But, I was still late half an hour when I reached Midvalley. Hehehe..Luckily, my supervisor didn’t come to “visit” me on that morning. =P. hmmm…formerly, I thought to become a promoter in shopping complex is an easy job to earn extra pocket money. However, the “consequence” of my legs extremely tired and painful after standing for 8 hours a day.!!!!

15 Sept (Wed)
Every morning when I wake up I need makeup before going to work!!! This is considered as “BIG” suffering to me especially to apply for eye makeup. {I’m not an EXPERT in applying my eyeliner and mascara on my eyes.} Hence, sometimes, my left eye is bigger than my right eye or my right eye is bigger than my left eye lol. Sigh..

16 Sept (Thu)
Stella told me that today was a public holiday and might get DOUBLE pay wor…So, I send a message to ask my supervisor to find out the confirmation. BUT, she didn’t reply my message for whole day lo. Although I don’t know whether got double pay or not for today, Nevertheless, I’m quite enjoying myself to interact with customers =) Not only that, the Biore sales report for today was super good than ordinary days..But hor, I tak ada extra commission to get lo..aiksss.. sayang betul >.<~~

17 sept (Fri)
I was scolded by Indian woman who worked in the Guardian during my lunch time. She checked my bag and said that I cannot bring my own makeup accessories which also got sell in guardian. If I want to bring, I need to inform & let her sign on my makeup accessories in order to prove that this is mine. Besides that, she said, “ saya sangat penat la, cakap melayu pun tak erti, cepat pergi makan lunch dan balik jumpa saya.” Don’t you tell me all this rules during my first day at Guardian ????Whatever la, I just don’t care what she’s taking about la…lalala… At night, I met 2 funny gals who came in front and asked me, “ is it I’m a UTAR student?” Because they recognized me wor..hahaha.. then I replied, hmmm…yaa..but I didn’t recognize you guys wor (laughing)…paiseh-nya…what course are you guys taking in UTAR??? They told me that, they are taking chinese studies course. Then I replied again, ohhh..chinese studies course ar…hehehe…I still don’t recognize you guys, nevermind, I give you both free sample from biore wipes makeup remover ya…thank you…=D

18 sept (Sat)
I received a call from my supervisor and told me that, the client doesn’t like my school shoes wor…he wants me to buy white flat shoes and change immediately. Hmmm..i insisted that I don’t want to waste my money to buy another pair of shoes as tomorrow will be my last working day. So, my supervisor has helped me to pinjam the shoes. After that, she purposely take a photo on my shoes and intended to let client know that I’ve changed my shoes. =.=”” On the other hand, I’m so happy to get to know new friends who worked during weekend in guardian. Nice to meet you all ya =)

19 sept (Sun)
I actively countdown 10pm can come faster…hehhee…Hence, I can wake up late tomorrow morning, no need to stand for 8 hours every day & of course no need to apply makeup on my face at all la..kekeke.. finally…10pm sharp is coming…hurray…^^

**especially thanks to my soulmate and yen wen who accompanied me chatting and sms when I’m alone having my lunch and dinner for these few days. muackkss :)

?怎么了?

明明就很累。。
。但。
我却睡不着。。
脑海里有一种很茫然的感觉跟随我。。。
好可怕 =（

＊迟些向大家分享我的短期打工记吧。。。

stay turned..

Good luck to my honeyhoney ^^

Hhmmmm..it's just another ordinary day passing through my life...BUT…I believe for my honey honey (yenwen) sure “gan jiong” like sitting “roller coaster” mood before the interview assessment has been conducted by the employer ba..hahaha…jia you lo yenwen…

Besides that, my dear dear (hueicheng) already working in Singapore for certain period of time le…I don’t know how was her life now in sg…because it’s been a long time that I didn’t contact with her le…hahaha…abit miss her “翻白眼的动作”lo.. "超经典" hahahah…anyhow, I wish her all the best in her career lo..Ganbatte ya…

Aiyaaa…when is my next interview will be coming up to me ler??????

..Nonsense day..

Hhhhmmm…I’ve done 1 nonsense thing in this evening..hahaha..
i called my soulmate and purposely told her “something”….
then she said me “无聊啊你”…
kekkee..yup…I admitted lol…
I'm super nonsense..hahaha..

☺ 自。足。常。乐。☺

I recently realized that my mind is full of grumbling about my life.

(i) Why I can’t dye my hair brown instead of my natural (dull) hair color?
(ii) Why am I so unlucky?? My wallet, money, mycard, driving license, PBB atm card, nokia 6300 mobile phone were stolen by thief?????
(iii) Why my savings account is nil??
(iv) Why I am still jobless?
(v) Why my hometown here didn’t offer many choices of part time jobs compared to kl???
(vi) Why my laptop was spoilt and only displaying the left half of the screen when I opened??
(vii) Why I am still single and available???
(viii) Why my father is still working hard to earn money and rear me???

Why???? Why???????Many of the “why” questions are still spinning around my mind….arggghhh…suffering till my subconscious had warned me.

Lai Gim Wei…….please stop murmuring from this moment le…don’t you know that you are one of the luckiest person on earth when you saw many tragedies happened everyday through newspaper???

Thanks to my subconscious has reminded me that I should always “自足常乐’ and contented.☺.

SOS..

Recently, I really don’t know WHAT I am doing with my LIFE…I seem so depressed…SOS!!!!!

..Thank you..

Thanks to Ho Meng Chuan who has helped me claim RM52.70 from maxis customer service care unit via online. Thanks a lot ya..=)

..Always on my mind..

..Bad day..

I woke up so early today because my eldest bro finally got free time bringing me to settle my matters……aikksss..it’s all about that bad thief’s fault ….He (refers to bad theft) has been interrupted my sleeping time this morning arrr…..i really want to take “parang pisau” to KILL him arrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Besides that, we went to maxis centre to check my phone bill…then I get to know he used my hp to make few calls back to Vietnam country & it costs me rm 50 something lol…..shit la…I need help him to pay somemore…..!!!!!!!!! “天理何在”？ The part has made me damn angry was I terminated my phone line at 8 something, then he called at 7 something…………walao….he can become the first champion thief in the end of the world!!!!!!

Gosshhh..everything needs money to be settled. I really need money badly right now because I knew there is no free lunch in this world~!!!!! everything needs to grab an opportunity by myself…….but tell me…how many opportunities are letting me choose???????????? Doubt & UPSET******

Merdeka !! Merdeka!!! Merdeka!!!!

Happy 53rd Birthday to Malaysia & Happy Merdeka Day to all Malaysians
~~Bravo~~

..motto..

The past cannot be changed.
The future is yet in your power.
by - Hugh White -

当我们同在一起..(下)

Day 6 --> 21/8 (Saturday)

After 4 years been studying in UTAR and now I would like to make a BIG announcement that I’m officially graduated =) Thanks to my beloved parents, brother, friends attended my convo. Not only that, I also want to thank all the lecturers and tutors who taught me before. Thank you & love you all =)


Abit disappointed becoz my eldest bro didn’t come to my convo..
hmmm..let Winnie the pooh represent him ba. Dad and mum,
I hope I can make you all proud of me. =)


Thanks so much to all my lovely friends who came to my convo , I truly appreciate your time ^^
*especially thanks to lovely kayee waiting for me almost 1 hour ++ outside the Wisma MCA. Paiseh ya and thanks for ur flowers ya.I LOVE it so much=) Thanks to yenwen gave me the small card that I love and other gifts given by my friends as well.



Last but not least, thanks to all my classmates too..you all always made pr7 full of fun and happiness =)

Day 7 --> 22/8 (Sunday)

We Attended shujun’s convo at the morning. After that, we have to wait till 5pm to attend Pauline & yenwei’s convo..so we decided lepak our free time at klcc. Who knows, my hp and wallet were stolen at that time. Aikss..i really careless to let that BAD theft got a chance to steal my things. Bullshit @@!@#$%^&*!!!!!!! When I realized my belongings are not around me, I started to get afraid and wonder why missing…then, I cried badly in the klcc foodcourt..haiz...i dont really want to remember this bad incident anymore. Anyhow, thanks to my friends who gave me some useful advices to settle this bad incident. Lastly, thanks to mengchuan to borrow his old hp to let me use for a short of period time. TQ

当我们同在一起..(上)

There are so many things that I want to write and share with you guys in my blog. But, it was really too bad because I was sick after coming back from kl. So, I’m sorry for the lack of updates. Let me recall what had happened in the last week. Hmm..

Day 1 --> 16/8 (Monday)

I went to school to take my convo attire and queue up in the crowd almost 2 hours ++. Gila betul..Luckily I could spend this 2 hours ++ wisely to chitchat with my soulmate, jingyee and June otherwise I sure get crazy waiting to take my convo attire lol.

Day 2 --> 17/8 (Tuesday)

Woke up early in the morning and had breakfast with yenwen, hueicheng, soulmate, weekeat and wenyao near sec 17. Then, yenwen and I accompanied soulmate went for an interview while 3 of them shopping in Times Square.

Day 3 --> 18/8 (Wednesday)

3 of us (yenwen, soulmate & me) went 1U shopping centre mall for buying blazer, pants, formal shirt and shoes. What a coincidence, we met lulu and Lynda there. So, each of us has sharing our latest life with each other. After that, 3 of us continue our shopping journey. Hhhmm…when we saw the redemption details, we’re excited to walk infront for getting further information since my soulmate had spent a lot of $$$ in the shopping journey. (kekeke). But, at the end we didn’t fulfill the terms and conditions that listed. Suddenly, yenwen said “唉呀。。早知道我们一起付钱筹RM１５０ 的single receipt 啦。。可以换熨烫和水罐ler..hahaha..This simple sentence enough made me laugh for whole day. Reasons?? Her voice, tone, facial expressions la..hahahaha..she really made my “神经线” lost control and laugh nonstop le…hahhaha=P

Day 4--> 19/8 (Thursday)

We continue our shopping journey at Tropicana City Mall =). Before we start shopping, we managed to watch {inception} movie that released for quite a long time. At night,I get to know a new friend who is yenwen’s previous funny roommate {zhiqian). Then, 4 of us heading off to hotel in the Ampang area in order to meet & stay with yenwen family members. Before we slept together, 4 of us chitchat, share our personal stories & discuss the scene from inception.=) what a wonderful night in my life =)

Day 5--> 20/8 (Friday)

Wow..yenwen’s BIG day (oppss..dont get the wrong meaning of “BIG day” ya…big day does not refer to her wedding day ya..hmmm..is her convo day la:) kekeke



To be continued..

寂寞寂寞就好。。

我寂寞寂寞就好 这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到 受不了伤到快疯掉
死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到 忘不了赖着不放掉
人本来就寂寞的 我总会把你戒掉

all the things you never knew..

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛
再学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星
但几颗会落地
我飞行
但你坠落之际
很靠近
爱听见呼吸
对不起
我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨
碎落满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
还悬在你看不见那高空里
多的事
你不知道的事

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛
再学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星
但几颗会落地
我飞行
但你坠落之际
很靠近
爱听见呼吸
对不起
我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨
碎落满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
还悬在你看不见那高空里
多的事
你不知道的事

我飞行
但你坠落之际

你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨
碎落满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
还悬在你看不见那高空里
多的事
你不知道的事

It's so meaningful..

有时候，你觉得很无力，无法振作起来。
所有的道理你都知却怎样都就是做不到。该怎么做呢？
也许先从感谢自己开始吧！ 丢开那些自我批判的念头，只要感谢自己。
感谢自己的鼻子可以顺畅地的呼吸，
感谢自己的眼睛可以看见窗外的阳光和月光，
感谢自己的皮肤底下还有温暖的血液在奔流。
感谢自己的同时，必然也能看见自己的无限 - 朵朵小语

Dissapointed..

After watching <寻找天使> tv program..my mood has slowly turned in good mode. Perhaps, I should always stand on both sides before making any arguments with them. I’m sorry…Hmmm..that’s really a lot of EQ skills that I need to learn & apply in my life. Jia you ba lgw =.=

I thought I can kick start my first career with banquet event coordinator after receiving email from HR officer, who knows, there’s always another uncertainty in life…One day after she sent another email and said sorry because she want me to change to guest services executive position..oh goshh…and then want to make an another interview with me which required by Assistant Front Office Manager. Shit la..do you know how much I've done the research when I know I get an offer for this position.Now..everything is gone….u know what is “sakit hati” ar???? !@#$%^&*()...

Haiz… just accept the fact and waiting for the next good opportunity lol…there’s only one reason that I comfort myself now..

tears..

I know they love me

BUT

They don’t even understand what am i actually thinking about..

It’s the part that hurts the most..

only god knows me well, I think….

kamsamnida..

Yoyoyo..i’m super tired after “travelling” from JB to sitiawan by bus. My butt felt numb after sitting almost 8 hours ++ in the bus…=( {crazy} betul!!!!!! Next time I shall suggest my mom to take flight with me le..hahaha..thanks to all my relatives for their enthusiastic help to be our “tour guides” during these few days and sorry for any inconvenience caused. Love you all. =)

怎么办。。

22 岁。
像个痴。。
怎么办。。。
救命啊！！！！

rojak feelings..

{up & down} + {hot & cold} = rojak feelings

A short update..

Hello peeps..i’ve “abandoned” my blog for almost 2 weeks..Now it’s time to do a short update ya.I just got back from Taiwan (Taipei) last Friday, it was truly unforgettable trip for me. We went many places there and I definitely missed the night market in Taipei. It was totally awesome. Besides that, Stella has uploaded 5days 4nights Taipei trip photos..if you’re interested in Taipei too, you can take a look at photos on my Facebook.Hmmm..thanks to my mom for helping me wash all my “busuk baju”..it’s really ease my burden of washing my dirty clothes. Ahahaha...love ya...

Incomplete..

..my life is like an incomplete puzzle..
how about yours?

♥ Family steamboat day ♥

Steamboat with my beloved family members was
the greatest moment in my life. ♥♥

人生因遗憾才完美。。

你是否曾经听过这么的一句话 ＂人生有遗憾才完美＂ 呢？

朋友们，让我们放慢脚步一起来看一看这篇散文吧。。

http://article.hongxiu.com/a/2010-2-16/3509372.shtml

* 懂了遗憾，就懂了人生，遗憾是人生的必历之路，但还是希望大家都能少一点遗憾吧。。加油加油。。

mouth-watering..

Omg...can you see what's that??
Ahahha..yaya..u're right..
That's super delicious durian photo..
opppss..my mouth is so "smelly" now ..kekeke..

Mid of July..

It’s another ordinary day passing and yet I’m still the same old me…hhmmmm..nothing much has changed from my both “physical and mental” stimulation..!!?? hahahaa..is it an appropriate way to describe myself in these past 2 months ar???? I don’t know..*_*..perhaps..

Arggghhh, the calendar hanging over the wall telling me that,{time is cruel}. Why I’m saying so???? Just because --> it’s mid of July now. Gosshhh!!!!! In the other way, it’s also a sign reminded me that “ time has passed and will never return and the most important thing is time never wait for me lol. It’s so so so CRUEL right???..

Botak’s Altis car (oppss..botak refer to my eldest bro.. kekeke) has been missing around 2 months le..sometimes, I saw him browse through the car website. Does it mean that he still miss his car????? I really super HATE those thieves who stole my bro’s car!!!!!! I knew the car will never come back but I deeply hope the police can work hard to seize them PLEASE. This is you all responsibilities for protecting our nation’s safety and property arrr!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow…2 more weeks I’ll be heading off to Taiwan la..hehehe..i really want to thank my parents for supporting my travel fees otherwise I’m sure I won’t get a chance to visit Taiwan. Besides that, my convo will be held on 21 August at 1pm in Wisma MCA. Wow..waiting for the day to come & meet my friends over there =D

。。柴米油盐醬醋茶。。

＜柴米油盐醬醋茶＞音乐是收藏在2010年王力宏的预购首波单曲。
这首歌描述了回归内心的平凡单纯和简单幸福。不但如此, 王力宏也透过这首歌告诉每个人, 他和所有人一样, 努力生活着, 努力想要找到属于自己的幸福和努力当个追梦人。在过程中或许有泪水或有阻隔, 但。。他也始终相信, 终究每个人会找到自己的定位。

{以上所抄的来源是来自 ＜http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fmVoDQHCk0k&feature=player_embedded>。

大家赶快来听听这首歌吧。。嘿嘿。。

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d9pWLP1WTqI

The end of the World Cup 2010..

Wow..Germany’s octopus Paul was really so mysterious. hahaha…Spain really won the world cup final 2010. Congrats.

Doubt..

I have no talent in communication at all but I was majoring in Public Relations at uni ..

Is it funny???

Wonderful moments with my peeps..

I went out with yee & ching this afternoon. We went to singk & high tea at old town =) .Woohh.. I really don’t know my hometown already established V-box ler..ahahha…Not only that, the Tesco outlet still under construction. Wooo..my hometown really improved over the past years. Formerly, here just have Billion, The store, Ceria, Econsave, PizzaHut, Kfc and etc. Now already added the Giant, Mcdonald, Watson, Old Town, Secret Recipe, Reflexology centre ,Cinema and so on. Hahaha..congrats ya..

So, let me briefly introduce my hometown which is Sitiawan. Have you heard this place before? Well, Sitiawan is a region in the Manjung district of Perak. If you are still unfamiliar, then I would like to introduce Teluk Batik and Pangkor island which are quite popular among locals and tourists as well. So now, will you show the expression like “oooOOOoo” ??hahhaha..

Aikksss..both of 38 gals keep asking about my “white horse” prince when we all having tea time at old town. Hahahha…I really don’t know how to answer them la. They insisted that I’ve an admirer. OOooppss…I’m sorry to tell you all that “ I don’t have”. Phew, finally, they changed the other topics.=D i know you all are concerning me. Thanks babies =D

Small chili will be taking her “UPSR” on September this year. I hope she will get good exam results. Add oil ya, small chili if you want to get the present that I had told you. =)

Good morning everyone..

It’s almost 3am in the morning. So, I would like to say “Good morning everyone” hahaha. Recently, I’ve had an irregular bedtime habit that has affected my sleep quality. Yooo..who can help / teach me how to kill my bad habit?? Sighh..

Argghhh..I’ve missed out on a lot of great movies in cinema…sobsob…that’s why I don’t like to stay at my hometown for so long. It could make a long distance between me and my friends to hang out together for excitement =( hmmm..i think i should save money for buying DVD & watch alone lol..kesian-nya..


Don’t you know that ambassador is part of business sales strategies to assist in catching the customer’s attraction??? Hence, Osim has invited Belinda Chee to become a new ambassador for Osim’s uKimono. Woo..she looks so gorgeous in the advertisement for Osim’s uKimono. Osim’s uKimono actually is new generation Slim Belt Massager which can help you to lose inches that you desired in your tummy, Butt, Thighs and Lumbar. That's so amazing right? The normal price is RM 799 as listed in Osim website. If you’re interested in Osim’s uKimono , please click on this website http://www.osim.com/MY/home.aspx

to find out more details about the product information. For me, I wish I could purchase a massage chair for my parents in the next few years. Ahaaha…how about you?

On the other hand, I love the ambassador Belinda Chee so much since I met her in Bukit Jalil during the famine 30 event last year. She’s one of the emcees in this event. After that famine 30 event, I started being mindful of her news and life via the internet. Well, I think she’s really an idol in the heart of every girl. She’s so talented and charming. Not only that, she has managed her career successfully and found a great man who named Joe to make her life full of happiness. Waaa..it’s such a wonderful life that every girl wants for pursuing. Don’t you? I believe that her character trait will be able to attract more customers to purchase Osim products.

The madness world cup 2010 will be finished soon. According to 13 years old Singapore’s parakeet Mani is picking up the flag of Netherlands win the world cup final. However, Germany’s octopus Paul, has picked Spain to win the world cup final. So guys, what is prediction in your mind????

..motto..

..Forgiveness is the key to happiness..

Twinkle twinkle little star lyric..

Do you still remember this song during your childhood memories????
hehehe..take all your troubles away.
Let's follow lyric and sing together yo..=p

#Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are.
Up above the world so high,
Like a diamond in the sky.
Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are!

When the blazing sun is gone,
When there's nothing he shines upon,
Then you show your little light,
Twinkle, twinkle, through the night.
Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are!

In the dark blue sky so deep
Through my curtains often peep
For you never close your eyes
Til the morning sun does rise
Twinkle, twinkle, little star
How I wonder what you are

Twinkle, twinkle, little star
How I wonder what you are#

=)

不知何时？？？？

不知何时开始 。。
我已经加入不了群体中的话题。。

不知何时开始。。
我已经学会把心事收藏在冰箱里。。

不知何时开始。。
我已经一个人站在黑暗路口中了。。

Hello kitty Pajamas^^

I can still remember the last time my mom wore hello kitty pajamas at home. So, I was curious and asked about my mom, how come she got so cute and nice hello kitty pajamas. Then she replied me “ I’m so nonsense wor & of course she bought somewhere in the last time la” ahahhaa… okay, I admitted the fact that sometimes I like to talk nonsense without using my mind to think/ progress first =.=

I like hello kitty pajamas very much, So, I want to request my mom to let me wear hello kitty pajamas for one night only. But who knows she refused me!!So..i beg her almost every day to let me wear hello kitty pajamas….finally….tonight is a good good night arr..ehehhee…

My “bf”..

Hahaha..seems everyone is concerning my relationship status now…

So, I would like to introduce my “bf” and let you all know ya…

He is my idol & “bf” --> William Pan

*giggling*

疯狂。。

一边喊唱着五月天的＜离开地球表面＞， 一边甩我那不长又不短的头发。。
我疯了吗？？？
不。。。。
我只是想释放心中的彷徨的迷惑。。
偶尔。。。。疯狂也不是什么奇怪的事，
这只是我释放自我的一个方式吧了。。

动动脑筋时间到咯。。呵呵。。

Q1 黑鸡厉害还是白鸡厉害， 为什么？？
Q2 哪一个字永远写不好?
Q3 什么情况下3+1=5？
Q4 什么卡通人物最专情?
Q5 飞行员从来不吃哪一种食物？
Q6 什么人一年只上一天班？
Q7 什么东西没脚走天下?
Q8 三个人共撑一把伞在街上走,却没有淋湿身,为什么?



开鼓了哦。。
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A1 黑鸡， 因为黑鸡能下白蛋， 白鸡下不出来黑蛋吧。
A2 坏
A3 算错的时候
A4 美人鱼(因为她不会劈腿)
A5 醉鸡
A6 圣诞老人
A7 船
A8 根本没有下雨


哈哈哈。。=.="""~~~

你猜对了吗？？呵呵 ～～

First of July..

Yoooo..why WHY tell me whY time passes so fast????? It’s a brand new month (1st of July- the second half of the year)!!!! Argghhh..life is still messy for me. I didn’t see what I’ve done on my list!!!Only frustrated, upset & other kind of bullshit feelings stick with me. =(

I am searching for different types of job descriptions via online recently. Apathen, I still hope to work in airline industry. You guys don’t misunderstand I’m interested in stewardess position when related to airline. I don't have the qualifications because i’m fat, ugly… Just because I love aeroplane & airline working environment la. (Childish & funny answers hor..) I just checked the entry requirements and progress interview for this industry are quite strict lo…my God ar..i just want to be part of airline ground crew or event crew to provide & promote the airline services to traveler. That’s all. ermm..if possible, I hope can apply all pr skills and knowledge that I’ve learned in uni. =)

Stella has invited me to go to Taiwan at the end of July. Fuyooh…Excited because i love travelling around the world to gain my explore experience if ($$) always sufficient for me ..keeke..Anyhow, it’s such a great news for me so far...hahaha..Does it sounds like me “so cham” in my life. Hheeehhe..nope la..Don’t misunderstand me okay…hmmm..so far so okay okay like that la…I just feel my life is pretty dull. After promising stella, I don’t know why feel i want to reject the trip because when i think i still need to use my parents money to pay my travel fees. I feel shame on myself lol…But this time my mom not only allow me to go and says no worries about money problems wor..thanks mama ♥..

对不起。。

我不是有意要想你发脾气。。
我只想让你了解我的想法。。
给我多点发挥空间和自由， 好吗？
我希望通过时间可以内练和证明我是能的。。

一首感人的歌曲..

有时后我觉得自己像一只小小鸟
想要飞 却怎么样也飞不高
也许有一天我栖上枝头 却成为猎人的目标
我飞上了青天才发现自己 从此无依无靠

每次到了夜深人静的时后我总是睡不着
我怀疑是不是只有我的明天会有变得更好
未来会怎样究竟有谁会知道
幸福是否只是一种传说 我永远都找不到

我是一只小小小小鸟
我是一只小小鸟
想要飞呀飞却飞也飞不高
(想要飞呀飞却怎么样也飞不高)
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高


所有知道我的名字的人啊 你们好不好
世界是如此的小 我们注定无处可逃
当我尝尽人情冷暖
当你决定为了你的理想燃烧
生活的压力与生命的尊严哪一个重要

Hot HOT hOt..

Hot HOT hOt …it’s really really really hot..beh-tahan arrr..Is it caused by hot weather problems? Nope nope nope..hahaha..my answer to my question indicated to both of my ears lo…ahahaha..i was really excited “sampat” with tfp via mobile phone..erm…your mobile phone fees sure will be expensive in this end of June ba …kekeke..okay la…next time it’s my turn to call you back la… =D I wish you good luck in this coming Friday ya..

Sot po just came back from sg today. Wooo..she seems like so enjoyed & have fun at the sg with her mother. Envy betul lo..she told me her bought a wallet & scarf in sg lo…BUT didn’t buy any gifts wor…aikksss..you see la..this called “soulmate”! Besides that, she also told me one of our friends will be getting married on August. Wah..this news really get shocked. Ahaha..anyhow, it’s a good news..congrats to both of them. Woaah..i personally think 2010 is very popular year for couples who are planning for marriage yoo..Kekeke..

空。。

眼泪不知不觉滴下来。。
因为讨厌自己的懦弱。。

ermm..

The internet has made me

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.."宅女"..

..motto..

..Don't judge people by its cover..

Yeahyeah..

Phew..finally…I finished to “decorate” my lovely blog. Hurray =) I spent almost whole afternoon to browse the variety of the backgrounds, templates, layouts, font sizes, colors, features that are available on the blogger blog. Besides that, I also added some of my favorite songs to my blog. =D woohoo…finally here comes my production. How? Still ok or not??

Time passes pretty fast, it’s almost 1 month ++ I didn’t meet my uni mates, soulmate and friends. How are you all? I really miss those moments we all had spent together. I miss you all arr & finally I can understand why people always say that “study is better than work.” =(

Aikksss,my Nokia 6300 mobile phone abit sot sot le coz sometimes I cannot receive my friend’s message and other problems as well. So, i plan to change my mobile phone, BUT, when I remembered that mobile phone plays an important value to me. Therefore…i refused to think & change it. The phone is a gift from my 2 brothers after I finished my National Service Program 2007. Yaaa..i also miss my ns friends too. It’s really a long long time I didn’t keep in touch with my ns friends. All my ns friends are missing after we finished the program last time. So, I hope I can find / search them via Facebook. Occasionally, we can read the negative ns news reported on newspaper. But, so far in my point of view, the NS Program really was a great activity which had went through in my life.

“A life without a purpose is a life without a destination”..Yup I strongly agree with this statement. I started to become lazy like a worm after I’ve finished with my tertiary education life. Gossshh…it’s enough for me to waste my time. Come on…wake up wake up…!!!!

cheers~
/(,")\
./♥\.
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Naive vs Stronger..

It’s time to stop being naïve and get stronger...

Give me a slap...please.!!!!!

Arggghhh….i hate this bad feelings..
Can anyone come to slap on my face??!!!!!
Let me AWAKE???? Thanks @@

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Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday,
Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday,
Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday,
Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday,
Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday,
Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday,
Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday,
Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday,
Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday,
Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday,
Monday......

♥ Happy papa’s day ♥

Papa + Mama = us =)

It seems like a simple “math” combination formula that everyone knows. However, don’t you realize how much our parents have sacrificed for us??

It cannot be denied that, all the contributions and sacrifices they provided for us were infinite.♥ Hence, we should learn to appreciate everything they’ve done for us. Well, today is father’s day which falls on 20 June 2010. As we know the purpose of celebration is to honor all fathers and express gratitude for their ♥ .

Dad, thank you for all the things you’ve done in my life. I really appreciate & always ♥ you deep in my heart. Dad, I really hope can bring you and mother go for overseas travel in the near future.

I ♥ you =)

痛了，你自然就会放下。。

I found this meaningful article from my friend’s blog. Therefore, I copy and paste it into my blog. =P kekeke
Let’s enjoy the article together.

"有个苦者找到一个和尚倾诉他的心事
他说：“我放不下一些事，放不下一些人。”
和尚说：“没有什么东西是放不下的。”
他说：“这些事和人我就偏偏放不下。”
和尚让他拿着一个茶杯，然后就往里面倒热水，一直倒到水溢出来。
苦者被烫到马上松开了手,
和尚说：“这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下。"

梦想 vs 现实。。

梦想和现实有着很大的差别。。
一个是天。。。一个是地。。。
一个是假。。。一个是真。。。

拿起笔纸， 写下现在的自己。。
好让梦想会有个现实的角落。。

Welcome to my new blog =)

Wooohooo…I've finally used my new blog today. Actually, i had registered this blog since Jan 2009. But previously, I’m always blogging in spaceblog. Now i'm officially announced that I want to move my blogging activity here =D. {a new place, a new start and of course a brand new me} wakakak =P Hence, this blog will become my new place to express myself. Yeahhh ^.^ annyeong haseyo, welcome to all my dearest friends to view and stick with my blog all the time.

Ermm..my blog is quite dull because I’m kinda poor in using html code to design my blog. =( So, I’ve decided I want to re-learn how to make my blog look more nicely in the next few months!!! Kekeke~ It cannot be denied that nowadays, blogging has become one of the most famous social activities online among youths to share their thoughts and feelings in daily life. Yupp, It’s definitely the same activity goes for me too. I ♥ to write, i ♥ to express myself although I don’t really have talent in my writing and expression skills. Wuwuuwu…

Bola..bola..bola..bola…bola..bola…yupp…the madness world cup has started again and it only happens once every four years. This year, it takes place in South Africa. The duration of the world’s greatest football event where between June 11, 2010 till July 11, 2010. Woow… as usual Astro channel 805 will broadcast the football live show every night. Well, tonight will be another 6 nations want to compete which are Argentina vs South Korea at 7.00-9.30pm (I ♥ Argentina) , Greece vs Nigeria at 10.00-12.30am, France vs Mexico at 2.30-5.00am. Which team will you sokong????