我讨厌我自己!!!

妈妈的心理压力很大。。身为她的女儿。。。我并没有负起责任来为她分担忧愁。。我。。总是顾及自己的感受。。。我。。真是不孝。。今早妈妈告诉我。。她不允许我再那么任性， 固执和随便乱发小姐脾气了。。她要我学独立和找到一份安稳的工作。那她就可以减轻对我的顾虑了。。在这时候， 我的眼泪就不断地掉落。。。我很害怕。。妈。。我希望你的身体永远的健康长寿。。我爱你。。

i need ..

I need god to give me some advices & guides in my moment of weakness.

Finally..

Finally i can get my new mycard & new pbb atm card le..

=(

中秋节不快乐。。
因为没有人陪我提灯笼和玩蜡烛。。。

14sept – 19 sept..

As promised earlier, I will be sharing with you guys about my 6 days working part-time experience at Guardian, Mid Valley Megamall.



Yeahh..the photo above was the Biore’s Makeup remover promotion booth. I was standing in front of guardian for 6 days (14sept- 19 sept) to promote the Biore Wipes Makeup Remover and Biore Liquid Makeup Remover.

14sept (Tues)
I woke up extremely early at 6.55am. But, I was still late half an hour when I reached Midvalley. Hehehe..Luckily, my supervisor didn’t come to “visit” me on that morning. =P. hmmm…formerly, I thought to become a promoter in shopping complex is an easy job to earn extra pocket money. However, the “consequence” of my legs extremely tired and painful after standing for 8 hours a day.!!!!

15 Sept (Wed)
Every morning when I wake up I need makeup before going to work!!! This is considered as “BIG” suffering to me especially to apply for eye makeup. {I’m not an EXPERT in applying my eyeliner and mascara on my eyes.} Hence, sometimes, my left eye is bigger than my right eye or my right eye is bigger than my left eye lol. Sigh..

16 Sept (Thu)
Stella told me that today was a public holiday and might get DOUBLE pay wor…So, I send a message to ask my supervisor to find out the confirmation. BUT, she didn’t reply my message for whole day lo. Although I don’t know whether got double pay or not for today, Nevertheless, I’m quite enjoying myself to interact with customers =) Not only that, the Biore sales report for today was super good than ordinary days..But hor, I tak ada extra commission to get lo..aiksss.. sayang betul >.<~~

17 sept (Fri)
I was scolded by Indian woman who worked in the Guardian during my lunch time. She checked my bag and said that I cannot bring my own makeup accessories which also got sell in guardian. If I want to bring, I need to inform & let her sign on my makeup accessories in order to prove that this is mine. Besides that, she said, “ saya sangat penat la, cakap melayu pun tak erti, cepat pergi makan lunch dan balik jumpa saya.” Don’t you tell me all this rules during my first day at Guardian ????Whatever la, I just don’t care what she’s taking about la…lalala… At night, I met 2 funny gals who came in front and asked me, “ is it I’m a UTAR student?” Because they recognized me wor..hahaha.. then I replied, hmmm…yaa..but I didn’t recognize you guys wor (laughing)…paiseh-nya…what course are you guys taking in UTAR??? They told me that, they are taking chinese studies course. Then I replied again, ohhh..chinese studies course ar…hehehe…I still don’t recognize you guys, nevermind, I give you both free sample from biore wipes makeup remover ya…thank you…=D

18 sept (Sat)
I received a call from my supervisor and told me that, the client doesn’t like my school shoes wor…he wants me to buy white flat shoes and change immediately. Hmmm..i insisted that I don’t want to waste my money to buy another pair of shoes as tomorrow will be my last working day. So, my supervisor has helped me to pinjam the shoes. After that, she purposely take a photo on my shoes and intended to let client know that I’ve changed my shoes. =.=”” On the other hand, I’m so happy to get to know new friends who worked during weekend in guardian. Nice to meet you all ya =)

19 sept (Sun)
I actively countdown 10pm can come faster…hehhee…Hence, I can wake up late tomorrow morning, no need to stand for 8 hours every day & of course no need to apply makeup on my face at all la..kekeke.. finally…10pm sharp is coming…hurray…^^

**especially thanks to my soulmate and yen wen who accompanied me chatting and sms when I’m alone having my lunch and dinner for these few days. muackkss :)

?怎么了?

明明就很累。。
。但。
我却睡不着。。
脑海里有一种很茫然的感觉跟随我。。。
好可怕 =（

＊迟些向大家分享我的短期打工记吧。。。

stay turned..

Good luck to my honeyhoney ^^

Hhmmmm..it's just another ordinary day passing through my life...BUT…I believe for my honey honey (yenwen) sure “gan jiong” like sitting “roller coaster” mood before the interview assessment has been conducted by the employer ba..hahaha…jia you lo yenwen…

Besides that, my dear dear (hueicheng) already working in Singapore for certain period of time le…I don’t know how was her life now in sg…because it’s been a long time that I didn’t contact with her le…hahaha…abit miss her “翻白眼的动作”lo.. "超经典" hahahah…anyhow, I wish her all the best in her career lo..Ganbatte ya…

Aiyaaa…when is my next interview will be coming up to me ler??????

..Nonsense day..

Hhhhmmm…I’ve done 1 nonsense thing in this evening..hahaha..
i called my soulmate and purposely told her “something”….
then she said me “无聊啊你”…
kekkee..yup…I admitted lol…
I'm super nonsense..hahaha..

☺ 自。足。常。乐。☺

I recently realized that my mind is full of grumbling about my life.

(i) Why I can’t dye my hair brown instead of my natural (dull) hair color?
(ii) Why am I so unlucky?? My wallet, money, mycard, driving license, PBB atm card, nokia 6300 mobile phone were stolen by thief?????
(iii) Why my savings account is nil??
(iv) Why I am still jobless?
(v) Why my hometown here didn’t offer many choices of part time jobs compared to kl???
(vi) Why my laptop was spoilt and only displaying the left half of the screen when I opened??
(vii) Why I am still single and available???
(viii) Why my father is still working hard to earn money and rear me???

Why???? Why???????Many of the “why” questions are still spinning around my mind….arggghhh…suffering till my subconscious had warned me.

Lai Gim Wei…….please stop murmuring from this moment le…don’t you know that you are one of the luckiest person on earth when you saw many tragedies happened everyday through newspaper???

Thanks to my subconscious has reminded me that I should always “自足常乐’ and contented.☺.

SOS..

Recently, I really don’t know WHAT I am doing with my LIFE…I seem so depressed…SOS!!!!!

..Thank you..

Thanks to Ho Meng Chuan who has helped me claim RM52.70 from maxis customer service care unit via online. Thanks a lot ya..=)

..Always on my mind..

..Bad day..

I woke up so early today because my eldest bro finally got free time bringing me to settle my matters……aikksss..it’s all about that bad thief’s fault ….He (refers to bad theft) has been interrupted my sleeping time this morning arrr…..i really want to take “parang pisau” to KILL him arrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Besides that, we went to maxis centre to check my phone bill…then I get to know he used my hp to make few calls back to Vietnam country & it costs me rm 50 something lol…..shit la…I need help him to pay somemore…..!!!!!!!!! “天理何在”？ The part has made me damn angry was I terminated my phone line at 8 something, then he called at 7 something…………walao….he can become the first champion thief in the end of the world!!!!!!

Gosshhh..everything needs money to be settled. I really need money badly right now because I knew there is no free lunch in this world~!!!!! everything needs to grab an opportunity by myself…….but tell me…how many opportunities are letting me choose???????????? Doubt & UPSET******